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Saturday, August 4, 2007
went str hm after work ystd.. stayed hm the whole of today.. staying home is kinda boring.. its been a realie long long time since i last spent my fri nights and sun at hm.. hope i recover soon... since heart strings is coming up..
below is the quote of the day...
Coercion breeds contempt, while conversely, genorisity breeds gratitude.. ''if you truly love something, set it free. if returned its your forever, if not, you never had it''
i so feel like asking you .. out for a walk.. out for dinner... but i jus have to learn to let you go.. we haven been toking on msn anymore... it back to your old habits.. putting on the bz signs.. attaracting attention.. its your loss not mine.. cos there will awaes be ppl replacing your place.. perhaps.. it was never there ever she came.. wont hate you.. never will.. jus that i cant understand how you are treating me like that.. you wont know how much it pains me.. you never knew.. behind the smiles.. are the hidden pains.. yes it hurts... but i believe.. time will heal all wounds.. if i was able to move on back then.. i believe i still can..
perhaps you knew all this.. perhaps you never knew them.. bcos of the both of you.. i chose to keep mum.. maybe one day you will come back to right whr you belonged.. maybe by then , i wld realise..
we made the decision back then.. guess we jus have to live by it.. bt it was all a mistake.. one of my deepest regret i ever had.. it took me quite some time to realise this..
probably thing are better off this way.. aftall i kinda expected this coming.. that why i m not really bothered by it..
guess i m jus kinda bored on a sat... tokking some rubbish... some nonsenscial post..